Monday, June 12, 2006
I MARK ALL MY WORDS IN BLACK AND WHITE!
my childhood ; 9:12 PM
lao po grounded le, cant go out see you le. cant even study with you, hais. very sad ar. lao po very sad! why didnt i study harder then like that can see you everyday during june holidays le. now i must go school everyday from 8.30 to 5. very long hor, but you also must go school ma, you promised me you will study hard de. although lao gong sometimes make me angry, sad and jealous, i still love you a lot! the love for you never decrease any lower. it always stays the same and still increasing. i believe and trust you, i know you will wait for me but the problem is, so long! i also cant wait to see you de. im also touched that we went through so much together. if your heart can store another girl, i cry hor! you swear de, you say wont dui bu qi wo if not tian da lei pi. lao gong, i promise and swear to everyone that i will still hold your hand tightly and walk along together to the very end de. you have my words! lao gong, there's one thing i can tell you honestly, you never make me suffer. i feel happy with you even at the toughest moment. i also will change for you if i ever did something wrong, you must tell me ok. muacks! wo ai ni yong yuan yong yuan! xin bu hui bian, yi qian nian yi hou ye bu hui bian xin. WO YUAN YI JIA GEI NI! I LOVE YOU THE MOST! I LOVE THE ONE AND ONLY YOU! WO AI CHU TIAN SHUN! WO YAO ZUO MR CHU DE TAI TAI! LOL. lao gong, you wrote this, very touching. can you believe it, i cried while reading it. cause nobody ever wrote like this to me. :'( but im happy! (: THANKS for everything. i will take care of you and be your walking stick when you are old or sick. MUACKS!
my childhood ; 8:59 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Lao gong haven sleep. Lao gong missing lao po, shui bu zhao. Missing your hug, your kiss, your touch, your prensence and everything of you :( When can see you? -sob- Thinking of our past, so many things happen. Our up and down, we went through so much together. we quarrel, angry, give in to each other, help each other. I'm TOUCHED, we went through so much, angry, sad, happy over small and big things. NO ONE can ever REPLACE lao po, YOU are just the GIRL, I ever NEEDED. I really don't mind going through anything just to have you by my side. My HEART never have will space to place another girl in cause ONLY YOU.
I SWEAR that if I ever DUI BU QI LAO PO, wo bei TIAN DA LI PI. Lao po "kena" grounded, lao po very sad cause lao gong wouldn't be able to see lao po for weeks and months. -sob- MEI YOU REN KE YI JIAO NI BAO BEI, lao gong hui deng lao po de, ru guo yao yong yuan de hua, wo ye hui deng, Yin wei wo zhi hui ai ni yi ge ye.Lao po hui shi wo wei yi de yi ge. Wo yi jing shen shen de bei ni mi zhu le. I really love you, will u believe me? Will you let me hold your hand and walk along together to the very end. i promise i will give you the love, care and concern that you need . I await for you. I LOVE YOU! yi shen yi shi yong bu fen li. one love, one lifetime. only with you. I know you have suffer a lot with me, I often make you angry, sad, jealous and worry over me. You really suffered a lot with me, from a care-free life to worrying every single matters around us but trust me, i will change for you! i may not be able to provide you with what you want but i will try my best to give you want you want. Let me take care of you! I will take care of you as long as I am alive. yuan yi jia gei wo ma?
my childhood ; 6:40 AM
we are in our world. wasn't we? dun think so much lah, i won't leave you if you done nothing wrong right? even if you do, i will forgive you. anyway lao po kana grounded le. i will miss you a lot a lot. study hard ar den we can enjoy after o's. lao po should be sleeping by now, tired den dun wan tell me hor. duno who. i am so bored at home, without you. just now went to your grandmum house right? until so late den reach home, tired den dun wan say. we cant go out le but nvm lah. my heart will always be with you, will alway wait and will be waiting for you de, wo de ling ling. wo zhi ai ni yi ge ren! muack!
my childhood ; 2:04 AM
Friday, June 02, 2006
why you erase the previous post?
i am very sensitive; i will change!lao gong mix around with anybody
also can. i dont want to control you
too much. got other people like you,
thats a good thing. later you keep
saying nobody want you.
i very sad, very very sad.
just found out something.
lao gong, what if one day
i become a totally changed person?
i feel like living life differently now.
where everything only consist of
you & me..
& no one else..
i want to forget everything
and everybody.. can i go for brain
operation? then live life with you
alone.. oh, how nice..
why didnt god made us that way.
why didnt he just made us know
one person in our lives?
SIGHS!
??????, ???????!!
the day i give up on everything
is when you leave me.
i would feel so worthless.
my childhood ; 5:17 PM
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
i love the way you are and i will change for you, you dun change ar. you want mix with other guys or ladies also can lah. you happy can le ma. i will listen to you de and if i dun like, i will tell you about it lah. altho we always quarrel on the phone but i still want you to call mi ar, i dun care! aiyo, i dun care lah, you wan roll them den roll them lor. is you say they dirty your hand one lor, still say i cant bear to. always wu hui wo de zhen xin yi. haiz.. is not that you expect too much from me, is just that i am not up to your expectation ma.i will change until you like de. give mi time! i dun need mix with other girls lor. i only wan to MIX with you ar. we talk is just like normal fren asking about each other den nothing le lah. i also never to reply them le, lazy to cause now got you le. rememeber what is my first concern? : ) sorry hor! yesterday hurt you so much. now i know i also very bad. always only think of myself and never think for you. im too selfish and too much. i will change akso de. lao po now in school studying ar. i miss you a lot! waiting for you now. my life is so boring without you around me :( WO AI NI! okie! i waiting fot your cooking wor. xie xie lao po! muack! muack! muack!
my childhood ; 2:37 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
lao gong,
although i easy jealous,
actually you dont have to give in de lor.
you have the right to mix with anybody de.
my thinking maybe different from yours
thats why i get jealous.
maybe i expect you to be how i want you to be.
maybe what corrinne say is right, i shouldnt give
up on my other guy friends.
so remember, dont give in to me.
remind me not to be jealous.
you should mix around with more girls.
i cant control you.
muacks!~
my childhood ; 4:43 PM
k la.. i will cook for you again after o levels..
then there will be more time to help you cook..
then it will be nicer mah.. so u must wait k..
that day on phone quarrel with you, not i want de..
but
everytime call you then always quarrel de..
if
i know then dont call you le lor..
wah, like that say ar..
cant bear to see them roll
to other end of the world is it.. i thought that day
someone say dont care.. k lor, now i know is
notzhen xin hua.. i dont roll them le,
i roll myself..
aiyuh, whatever it is i dont care le.. i must learn
to let go.. maybe i expect too much from you le..
maybe i sacrifice too much of things le..
but nvm le, i dont regret..
xian zai ni yao zuo shen me jiu zuo.. i give you freedom..
i still love you..
my childhood ; 4:21 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
haha.. i know lah.. willingly de, i joking with you only lah. today also got help me massage lor and also hold me very tight. i nearly FALL !! aiyo, nvm lah. why so calculative with lao gong :(. open? should tell me ma altho i will react too much. SORRY! i like your cooking a lot! must cook more for me to eat! i also very happy ma not only you ar but the cheessie really a bit too much hor. can thirsty to death one lor. ya lah ya lah - - i feel so SLIM lah. what you trying to tell me ar? o.O aiyo, no need one lah. the problem is that i won't even leave you, why should you roll them to the other end of the world. correct? i stay with you okie? okie right. : ) ya.. we going.. after o level chinese den we go lah.. want? lol. i now missing you lor, think you told your father about your result le and getting scolding right? i waiting for you ar. : ( WO HEN SIANG LAO PO WOR!! your cooking is good but still can improve ar. hopefully can faster taste your cooking again ar. da xiao jie cook for me.. i so honoured ar. haha. just now the hamster or wadever so cute and nice lor, you sure you dun wan buy? yesterday we chatted on phone and as usual that we quarrel. haha but we are okie le lor after a while, remember wad i told u right? cannot continue lidat le hor. NO GOOD!! but no matter what you are how you are , i will ONLY love you lao po! MUACK!
my childhood ; 9:25 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
lao gong tired i got help massage one lor.
i help because i want to not because i not willing hor.
i am willing to do anything specially for lao gong ok.
lao gong also treat me very good! i love you a lot!
sorry lao gong sometimes my mood very bad.
then my character also bad, everything bad.
always make u sad and angry. really sorry.
sometimes i go things to say but then very hard
to open mouth. hais.
lao gong like my cooking meh? i must cook
better next time. i cook for you again ok?
other food la and if can, improve on it.
lao gong today meet you very happy ar.
after your school come meet me then never rest,
you must be very tired. i enjoyed the time with you.
i miss you a lot, today can hug you tight tight!
make u feel slimmer right? HAHA!
lao gong dont need to slim la, you lidat cute ma
thats why i like you ma. but thats not the main
point hor! dont misunderstand.
lao gong actually very cute and handsome one lor,
if people say not i kill them lor! i ask them roll to china!
anybody take you away i roll them to India myself!
but they should roll themselves la. haha.
i dont want to touch them and dirty my hands.
i think wash with detergent also cannot be clean.
lao gong why i cannot ask you back where you
want to go? wo zhen de bu zhi dao leh.
are we going to expo? hmmmm.. i vonder! LOL
my childhood ; 8:49 PM
